November 2009
I'M IN ONE OF MY MOODS.
I can’t stand when I get in my little moods. All the self-loathing. It’s like something inside of me just takes over and I’m not even myself. And that thing inside of me is on a mission to destroy anything good I have going. I dread the days when I get like this. I wish I knew what triggers it so I could avoid it. But once I’m in one, it drags on and I can’t see the...
thank you for that hilarious conversation, you drunk dumbass(:
I was watching a new True Life episode and it was ‘I’m Homeless’. One of the stories was of this girl and her mom who’s dad survivor security check ran out and they where evicted from their home. Her mom couldn’t work because of health reasons and they had to live outside of their car a little bit. They stayed in random hotels when people gave them money and really...
I just feel broken. Lost. Something is missing but I don’t know what it is. It’s a desperate feeling. I need to clear my head. I need to find out what I’m missing.
SO OVER IT
I am constantly tired. Always getting sick. Always stressed. Never get enough sleep. I just want to be healthy for once. Is that really too much to ask?
I'M DYING
MCR needs to announce the results of the costume contest NOW. Because I am going to die if I don’t find out soon.
MY IEROWEEN
Was epic. I woke up really early for some reason, which was weird because I was looking forward all week to sleeping in. Anyway, then I went to WalMart with my parental units and got some more Halloween stuff. Then I went home and got ready for the DIMA Halloween Open House. My costume was MUCH less bloody.
Then we came home and I washed my face and did it again. It ‘twas epic. SO. MUCH....
